I'm suppose to be having the time of my life. Instead im in constant misery. Everything continuously falls to pieces. Promises for change are forgotten as soon as the words pass through the lips of his mouth and I can't walk around in bruises anymore. It makes the smallest transgression utterly heartbreaking, the tiniest things unbearable. I ( Read more... )

I just want to feel your mouth moving all over my body

8/4 Lost control multiple times. Punching wall. Threatening candle stick. Yelling in my face. Pushed. Whipped with a blanket ( stinging neck ) slapped really hard in the thigh with a shoe because I asked for the 20th time to not walk on my yoga mat with shoes on. (Developing swollen pink bruise, very tender) Power games with the van title. he told ( Read more... )

You are so beautiful.